Today has been a good day; other than the fact the bin men woke me up just before 7am and I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THAT! 😂😂
I spent the morning watching Wizards of Waverley Place and had a really chilled morning before going off to work.
Work wasn’t a bad shift. I’ve actually been lucky with work lately and my shifts have been pretty decent.
The main issue I’ve had today is god awful toothache. I think I’ve got an impacted wisdom tooth and/or it’s infected. Either way it HURTS and I’m terrified of the dentist. I actually rang one up this morning but they didn’t have any NHS space and advised me to call 111 but by that point I’d decided I can’t put myself through the commitment again. I’d made the decision to ring and book this specific dentist and go through with it but once that spanner was thrown in, it threw me off course and I couldn’t get myself to go through that again. Damn anxiety!
Tonight, I’ve had food and watched The Circle. Also, chatted with a cheer friend about The Circle and if we’d play ourselves or catfish; I said I’m not confident in myself so I’d like to be someone who I’d like to be.. and S said she loved me and everyone at cheer also loves me. It was so nice to hear. So heartwarming and reassuring. I always have this anxiety that people don’t actually like me, they’re just nice to me, so hearing this is absolutely amazing!
THREE POSITIVES FROM TODAY:
1. I made a Beef Stew in the slow cooker
2. I got told people love me
3. I had a really good day (except tooth ache)
First Time 5k runner 