Well, what can I say about today? Today was awful! Such a stressful day.
It started with my drive to work when I almost got into an accident because someone didn’t give way to me at the roundabout.
Then, work… stressful AF! Today was my shift, I was the duty manager today. Half hour into the shift, one of the lads received an email from his school to say one person in his class had tested positive for covid, so he must self isolate. He had to go home. Then I went through all the staff to try get somebody else in, everybody said no. So I’m the end the store had me and one other lad in, all day, trying to do everything we could do. We couldn’t get any jobs done at all. It was crazy and stressful. We did a good job with the circumstances.
I came home and things got better. It was cheerleading night, and even more exciting because it’s our last one via Zoom if we are disabled, as indoor sports for disabled people are allowed to commence from tomorrow. Being part of the paracheer team, that includes me. I can’t wait. It won’t be the same, paracheer integrates disabled and abled folk so those without disabilities have to still stay home and join in via Zoom which sucks, but I am excited that I’ll be allowed back in the gym.
Tonight’s session was good. I got a bit of a compliment on the way I did part of the dance section and the words “can we all be Jade?” Was spoke by one of the coaches which meant a lot! Dance is my worst section of cheer; dance is an extroverts part, you have to be very extra and showy – definitely not for me an introvert. So this small compliment really meant a lot, made me feel good.
I am in a lot of pain tonight though! Taken painkillers. Hating my body! Wanna cry 😢
It’s gonna be hard to find three positives from today, so I might add things I’m grateful for.
THREE POSITIVES FROM TODAY:
1. Cheerleading went really well.
2. I am grateful for L at work, he’s a hard worker and really pulled through today’s tough shift
3. I grateful to be able to afford snacks
First Time 5k runner 