Today was, again, a tired day. I’m physically and mentally exhausted right now and any little energy I have, gets drained quicker than an iPhone when there’s a new release 😝
I had work this morning, which meant I was on a close last night and open this morning, and that is hell! Work itself wasn’t bad, I just wasn’t feeling it. I wanted to still be in bed.
After work, I had counselling and my brain decided it was a session for going off-topic. I’d talk about something then completely change topic when I thought something I didn’t want to think or if I felt like I was getting too upset. It’s something I do a lot, but can’t seem to stop. PLUS ngl I was hungry and was really anxious my stomach was gonna growl. I did accept a drink though- which is massive thing for me. I won’t accept drinks from people, there are issues I have with doing that, it makes me feel awful, and anxious and it takes a lot for me to accept a drink, even more to ask for one. But being at work all day, I hadn’t had anything more than a sip of water and I was THIRSTY!
I’ve come home, cooked a stir fry which was absolutely amazingly delicious. I’ve got my Christmas pjs on to just chill in and I’ve sat and relaxed which has been nice.
I’ve also tried to organise pranks for my mum’s birthday with my sister. My mum turns 50 on April Fools Day so we plan on going to her house in the night and setting up a lot of pranks. It’s been quite fun thinking of things we can do, although T thinks of outrageous, awful things and my thoughts are more like filling her living room with balloons.
I’ve had some hamster play time with Ron and I’m gonna watch The Circle and go to bed.
THREE POSITIVES FROM TODAY:
1. I got through the day despite being in pain and exhausted.
2. I accepted a drink at counselling
3. I had fun talking about pranking my mum on her birthday.
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